Brutal Honesty

honestly, honest feelings don’t always turn up
maybe its because we choose not too
or maybe there some deeper seeded crap
lieing to myself works wonders
but to do so is to only delay the inevitable
now, I don’t always see very clearly...
see that’s a lie 2
im not comatose, I see all that shit
and it doesn’t hurt as much as it disappoints
really though wats the purpose of it all
find a clear night and go to a park
lie down on the grass and look at the sky
if u catch one star u’ll be lucky
so is it worth it to even try?
ive only seen one in all this time
and on some real shit, it was corny…

ive never needed anything to make me whole
but I know losing you would make me incomplete