Ahh i see, well since there is absolutely nothing i can do about your power...i say u take a deep breath, lye back and enjoy the moment, think of where you are and where you want to go in life...think of all the people that make your life better and see how you can do the same for them. Think of those who don't and how you can remove them. Think of what you want to do when the lights come on and what you would have done if i was in the dark with you;)(ok maybe not the last one but you did smile a little when you read it)